Monday, June 30, 2008
(Pardon me for vulgarities in this post: Really unhappy now)
My Sucking life! Can't you see?!
At the moment, 7.01pm, my mother is screaming into the phone. Screaming at my grandmother about my father. My poor father. They are speaking in Hokkien as though I won't understand.
"When it comes to new year, he is not allowed to celebrate it with us! If I sees him I'll tell him, his just an outsider! His not fit to be in there!" My mum said. (The place we celebrate new year is at my mother's mother's (grandmother) place) Her voice even overpowered my blasting music.
Who does she think she is? That is not even her house and does she has the rights to chase my father out? MY FATHER! Besides, he has every right to stay as the title of my father! Yes, he comes home late. Late? Why?! Because to earn money for this family! That little earnings you (mother) have can support us?! NO WAY! YOU DEFINITELY CAN'T!
Both my sister and mother persist that my father does not care about this family neither does he done anything to this family. NO!
To: My sister, don't really think so. (Don't treat me like one too)
When you were small, who provide you with the milk powder? Isn't that money?
When you grown up a little, who provide you with the school fees? Isn't that money?
When you gone into secondary school, your pocket money? Isn't that money too?
When you go out with friends, the money you spend? Isn't that money?
All this small money gathered together can be counted in thousands. Maybe more than that. Imagine yourself without Daddy. Isn't that a disaster? 那也算是一种贡献呀！
To: My mother, the one that hate my father. (Don't know for what reason)
When you go out, the money you spend sometimes is paid by him. Isn't that money?
And all the whens I can think of. I don't want to waste my saliva talking to you people anymore. 那也算是一种贡献呀！
That's only ONE PART of my SUCKING LIFE! >:[
