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Monday, June 23, 2008

The June holidays had passed by quickly. It may be weeks but if felt like seconds. My June holidays wasn't a perfect holiday which could let us relax and slack. On the 1st day of the holidays, my mind was totally and completely shut down.

But as days goes by, I realised that I only have a few more days to complete my homework and its less than months to my Prelims. I realised that I need to buck up. The whole Singapore is running the race, but I was way behind, singing a tune as I walk past some that are slacking more than me. This is when I found out that I have to rush on. If I want to achieve, I must sacrifice. Sacrifice my playing time, sacrifice my time where I used to relax.

If you ask me what have I achieved, I can say its a small tiny black dot compared to those in 6A. I really regret spending my holidays doing the homework thinking that it is a chore. Homework can be a form of revision, recap on what you learnt. Like what Queen said, there is no use crying over spilt milk.

But one thing, I know I achieved it. Maths, I found out how I could solve a few maths questions that I usually hate or did not know how to do. As for science, I found what they have thought a little bit same as what MS had taught us, therefore, I don't think it was a kind of achievement.

I felt that I have achieved something people will think that it is a small achievement but I think it is really huge for a lazy person like me. I finally managed to kill my addiction to a online game called habbo. I kept telling myself it is useless and to concentrate on my work. Although I failed a few times but I picked myself up and continued my work.

What I felt proud of myself is that I quit that habit of multi-tasking. Once, my mother went out with her friends and usually I would be playing computer then, I typed the word 'hab' in the URL space and i stared at it for 10 minutes. "Habbo is useless i thought? Why am I playing it?" That is what I asked my self. I pressed backspace and went back to my work. In a short period of time, I finished it. I realised that I can finish my work faster if I concentrate hard on it. That's is my current greatest achievement I think.

Actually I could have done alot but I did not. I could have spent the time I am staring at the computer screen watching some useless videos to do some Maths, Science or even English revision. I should have done that! If time could really turn back, I would really treasure even a second that I missed standing at the door, peeping at the television.

What I did not do? My revisions! I kept saying: "Argh! Boring subject... See you tomorrow then! No, next week maybe." I wish there is really a time machine but too bad, there isn't.

To be frank, if I work hard these two weeks, I will be alot more 'powerful' than what I am in Term 1 and 2 the slacking me.

Message from my StephJie: Study hard! Jiayouus! I support you.

saw the rainbow @5:06 AM